So i've been on DA for a year now.
Hurrah hurrah.
Also just (a couple of days or so) over a year ago, Kenny and i first started dating.
didn't ever imagine i could hold a relationship for so long.
The last couple of months have been bitter sweet. rather, have sucked. okay so maybe not end of june till now, but before that it sucked.

Some days love just stinks and i really wish i was alone again.
Then i remember how much i love him and need him and how endlessly amazing he is, and it's like falling in love ALL over again, see what i mean by bitter sweet?

Complicated. vair vair complicated.

So i guess i just felt like ranting. I was sick of penting up all this unhappiness and emo-ness.
It sucks because being in love is often related to a heroin addiction.
isn't that lovely. But i get it. It makes you feel so bloody wonderful and amazing and special. and coming off of it is the worst freaking thing. ever.

I guess i really shouldn't complain since so many people are out there for looking for love.

Man i feel like Carrie Bradshaw from Sex and the city.
I have my Big, but right now, he's a big pain in the tookus.

Anyways, i have finished my rant, and i feel almost a little better.