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Beyond The Shower CurtainBeyond the Shower Curtain  
 
 The water falls on my back as the nauseous feeling subsides. I definitely ate too much to night. I haven't done that since I was a kid.  
 Boyfriend didn't even come in and see if I was okay; just hugged me good night, promised he'd call and said he loved me. I believe him of course I mean, I love him and he's faithful. I just feel… bad. I feel like I shouldn't be here, I should be out with him and our friend but I'm not. He didn't even want me to tag along.  
To blame him or not?  I can't really blame him. Not many people like how intense I am. I hope I didn't embarrass h Beyond The Shower Curtain
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damaged goods.Damaged goods.   
I knew what i was getting into when i told him i loved him.  
He was damaged.  
 
His heart had been previously broken, ripped out, beaten,  Damaged.  
 
Just as he knew when he told me, we were one in the same him and i,  As i was damaged too.  
 
But i fixed him, and he fixed me, using wonderful thread of love to sew our hearts up.  
The damages no longer mattered.  
 
But months later, i lie next to him late at night, i awake, him asleep.  
And as he rolled over onto his stomach, our bodies now side by side, i felt the urge to grab him and kiss him damaged goods.
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the mirror.the mirror.  
 
I stand in front of my arch enemy, the mirror.  I can't lie to it, and it can't lie to me.  
It knows I’m unhappy, and my fake smile isn't fooling it,  That’s too bad, because I fool everyone.  
It doesn’t laugh at me or mock me,  
That’s not its job.  
Its job is to show me the real me.  
It may reflect the outside of me,  The small, fragile outside empty shell of Sam.  But it also goes deeper then that.  Reflecting the sadness in my eyes as I blink them slowly.  
Mirroring the sad lines around my dimple less mouth.     &n the mirror.
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Understanding Boys.

Sat Nov 21, 2009, 7:48 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: nothing, music is depressing.
  • Reading: Nothing.
I don't think i'll ever understand him.
For the longest while i did, we knew everything about each other, all the little secrets and all the details.
One day he says i love you, be with me forever?
i agree and we're happy.
The next day, i'm not the one, he doesn't love me, and if forever is with me, it sucks.

Is he angry with me?
Is he confused?
he was so happy with me, so in love and it was the most amazing thing ever.

and then bam. it's all gone in the blink of an eye.

Is it my fault?
What really goes on in a boys mind?

He changed so much in the past year.
he went from broken puppy who needed me, who cherished me and who only needed me. who bent down on one knee and promised forever.

To a stranger.

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:iconheliotropez:
~heliotropez Nov 2, 2009, 7:28:17 PM
my dear Samish.(the foot fetish) sice you wrote on so many on my poems and Im too much of an essentially lazy creature, I have decided to write you one big thank you note right here.

THANK YOU.
and yes your comments made my day :)
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~LivingScarifice Oct 16, 2009, 5:45:10 PM
hey, thank you so much for the favorite! :)

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"NO! Nonononono! No enjoyment! This is not fun, it is a sign of doom!" - Horton Hears a Who

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The difference between suicide and martyrdom is just a state of mind...
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~heliotropez Oct 13, 2009, 6:58:46 PM
AHHHHHH
Samish my foot fetish. :P
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=Scarlettletters Oct 12, 2009, 4:00:32 PM
A big thank-you for the views and faves!

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An Irishman has an abiding sense of tragedy that sustains him through temporary bouts of joy.
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=Scarlettletters Oct 10, 2009, 8:13:07 AM
Thanks a lot for the views and faves!

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An Irishman has an abiding sense of tragedy that sustains him through temporary bouts of joy.
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=Scarlettletters Oct 9, 2009, 4:18:36 PM
I appreciate the support! Thanks for viewing and faving my work.

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An Irishman has an abiding sense of tragedy that sustains him through temporary bouts of joy.
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~hostagekitty Oct 9, 2009, 5:58:20 PM
thank you for posting it :)
I love your work a great deal!

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Real revolution starts with learning.
If you're not angry, you're not paying attention.
- Rise against
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`Drunken-Splice Sep 16, 2009, 2:49:10 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: on Married. :)

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`poisonedrose - thanks brett <£...ahhh brit love
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~hostagekitty Sep 16, 2009, 2:51:43 PM
hey no problem, i absolutely loved it :)

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Real revolution starts with learning.
If you're not angry, you're not paying attention.
- Rise against
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